My Christmas wishes have come true. We got transfer news on Saturday and Sister Shumway and I are staying together for another transfer.
That's correct, we will be together for Thanksgiving and Christmas.
YAAYY!!!
I had a moment this week that reminded me of what Joseph Smith said about his first vision experience. His experience was so powerful and strong that he knew it, God knew it, and God knew that He knew it. Therefore, he could not deny it.
Personal study is really important to Sister Shumway. On my mission, if I'm being brutally honest, I haven't prioritized it that well. When we're busy and our members need something or friends need something or if we need more people to teach, my language study was the first thing to go, and then companionship study, and then personal. But, anyways, you don't need to hear all my excuses :)
Sister Shumway asked if we could make a goal to set a specific time every day when we would study and we'd never schedule anything during that time. Seems like a beautiful idea, right?
For some reason, I had a really bad attitude about it. I didn't like the thought of taking that, "selfish time" for ourselves each day when maybe this need would arise, or maybe something else would be more important.
But, I agreed. And on Wednesday I was studying. And I started thinking and feeling something. I was reading The Book of Mormon and overcome with a love for what I do as a missionary. I remembered why I chose to come to Czech Republic and why I've chosen to be here each day. And then the thought came to me so clearly, "you need a personal study every single day to remember your why."
I have one more transfer as a missionary. There are 9 weeks left of wearing this tag. It's not a very fun topic to talk about sometimes for me but the truth is that I want to make every moment count. I want to keep pushing and giving everything I have but I can't do that unless I remember why I'm doing it every day. It doesn't matter how long I've been a missionary or how many things I've already learned, I need the daily nourishment and reminder of my Savior, Jesus Christ. I think we all need that. No matter how strong we may be.
I wasn't even looking for that experience but somehow it happened right when I needed it. What's beautiful is that Sister Shumway had been praying that same day that I'd have some kind of change of heart. And it happened. Of course it did, because Heavenly Father is amazing and aware of me and her and everybody.
Love you all dearly
Sister Call










